Sorry..

Sorry if I'm too pamper, sorry if I'm always giving problem, sorry if I cannot be independent, sorry if always wasting your and our time, because I'm a women, a weak person. If I die one day, please forgive me.

Problem...never ending story

I think veryone will agree on this. Problem...a never ending story. As long as we are called 'human', having brain to think, so we'll never stop in facing those kind of problems; work load, family matters, car loan, money for live, money for vacation....

Abang, what should I do? Sometimes, I don't know what is the best action I should take. It's really annoying my life, my focus to work, my feeling..

Living alone

'Living alone' ? This is the most thing I hate and afraid of...but the fact is, I'm experiencing it now, even when I was in secondary school till university. It is not a living without people surround me, it is the feel inside my deep heart. Untill now, I'm still having this kind of feeling or emotion. Now, with the title of 'wife' I'm holding now, I still have that feeling, even not always...

Ya Allah, please give me strength to face all these....

Ok, back to work.Be strong Ainul!!!

My today presentation

Yeah...alhamdulilah, today's presentation run smoothly. I was praised by my boss for doing good job! He teased me on giving appreciation award during the up coming appreciation night's dinner. How lucky I am if it is true..

Ya Allah, please don't make these things (all praises, happiness) I received today as Istidraj from You, and don't let all these, causing me to be an unthankful slave.Ameen....

Note: Yesterday I was so sad, missing my husband. and today, I feel so happy. Thanks to Allah.

My daily task

Erm...today, I'm so happy. Finally my boss put my report on his report.huhuhuh. Seems weird...coz, before this, never!! Yeah, it's my fault act, coz I didn't disciplined myself to submit my report every week. Anyway, I think it's a good improvement for myself.

For my hubby (Mohd Dzuha Mat Saad) I miss u so much dear!!! Dunoe what to say..but the thing is, I always think about u!




"Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah, dan janganlah kamu berdukacita, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tertinggi jika kamu orang-orang yang (sungguh-sungguh) beriman." [Ali-Imran 139]